Who doesn’t love cock sucking! Evidently, some people don’t. Even some gay men. But I love it. There are those that make it an Olympic
sport. I played with one guy who claimed
to have sucked a guy’s cock for ten hours straight, with breaks only for meals
and the bathroom. In another essay of
mine about an orgy in Berlin, I recounted seeing two hot men, each on a podium,
with a line-up of men in front of them all waiting their short turn to suck the
cocks of the exalted studs. And what’s
better than one in your mouth but two or more!
It’s a challenge, so you have to roll up your proverbial sleeves and
hunker down.
But it’s not always so simple. I’ve sucked a few dicks that smelled
downright bad. I don’t mean the hot,
musky odor of a hard-workin’ man. I’m
talking stench. However! There are some men out there looking for that
perfect unwashed dick. (I remember
blowing a guy in New York City once who didn’t have any discernible scent at
all, which is very rare, isn’t it?).
I think cocks are like snowflakes – they all look alike and
yet are vastly individual. Big, small,
cut, uncut, they’re all wonders. Now, I
do like to suck a cock that’s hairy, but if you’re shaved or trimmed, I’m not
going to kick you out of bed at all.
Deep throating is going to be a challenge if you have a
gag-reflex. Sometimes I’m fine, and can
get the cock all the way down and hold it there. I usually want to shout at these moments
“Look at me go!”, but all that comes out is “oo a e o”. However, once, and only once, I did something
we who love getting face-fucked fear happening.
I threw up on the dick. It wasn’t
a lot, just a little bit of puke – just enough to look up at my partner and say
“My bad.” But even this has been
fetishized by some. I had a Master who
told me that he liked hearing me gag - it meant I was working hard. I learned from him not to fear the gag so
much.
“If I could suck my own dick, I’d never leave the
house!” How many times have we heard
this joke? I, with my inflexible body,
have managed this just a handful of times.
I would flip my legs over my head and just get the tip in, licking just
beyond the head. But on Xtube, there are
men that are so gifted at this that they deserve a special place in porn,
whether professional or amateur. Your
ability to do this should not be left off of your online dating profile fellas!
Do I like getting sucked?
Oh yes, but would you concur with me when I say that not all men are
that great at it? (We have to keep this
a secret because straight women depend on our advice in this matter and we have
a reputation to protect. On further
reflection, if we keep teaching women how to do it right, how are we going to
continue bagging the straight men that turn to us in desperation?) Now, I dated one man who had this tremendous
trick with his tongue. While sucking me,
he would flick his tongue on the underside of my cock head. His mouth would be going in one direction,
his tongue in another. But I’ve also
been with men who scraped me with their teeth, which causes one to flinch. And it’s more than just about the physical
act of moving a mouth up and down a cock.
It’s the attitude behind it.
There’s nothing better to me than an aggressive cock sucker, who tells
me how it’s going to be: “I’m gonna suck you off so hard you’re fucking head is
going to spin, get me?” Or, “Face-fuck me until I gag on it.” These men must be appreciated and kept on
speed dial.
A Master I played with (the same one who liked to hear me
gag) liked to hear me try to speak while sucking him. To him, this represented total dedication on
my part. Our dick-sucking sessions took
an hour at least. He would begin by letting
me just look at his dick, right up close near my face. He would stroke, I would visually and
verbally worship. Finally, agonizingly,
he would let me kiss the head of his cock.
There were times when this was all I got, and for an hour, I’d be aching
with such desire that I would experience a type of body orgasm just from the
anticipation of what I would be allowed to do next. When I was deserving, and he was feeling
generous, I would be allowed to take it in my mouth, maybe just for a
moment. Then I would go back to staring
at it an inch from my mouth. At this
point, I was fit to be tied. The times
he let me suck him for a long while, I took advantage of this privilege and was
a greedy pig. He would face-fuck me and
I would concentrate on his pleasure which was my pleasure. He was a feeder, and I would happily get a
load at the end down my throat.
The Master took the most common act of cock sucking and
turned it into an art. So, tell me, how
do you like it?
I'll start by saying that I'm definitely in danger of losing my gay card because I don't like oral sex. I don't like anal sex, either, but that's not what this is about. That pretty much leaves masturbating as my last option.
ReplyDeleteThat doesn't mean that I haven't ever had oral sex. For the first ten to fifteen years of my sexually active gay lifestyle, I thought that oral sex was something you had to do in order to actually have sex. It was the thing you did before progressing to anal sex. I pretty much looked at giving or receiving a blow job as something that had to be gotten over with.
But there were some good ones. I have actually only cum once in a guy's mouth as a result of a blow job. He bragged that he was a pro, and damn if he wasn't! I'm not sure just what he did to get me off, or whether it was my frame of mind at the time, but it was damn good. His goal was at some point to suck somebody off and actually make them vomit. I was watching when he did that at a five-man sex party, and he shot off when it happened, so I guess oral sex has some pretty wide parameters.
A few years ago, a guy that I had been eyeing for quite awhile came over, and we started going at it. I wanted him there so badly that I was really looking forward to him sucking my cock. I was hard, wearing a couple of cock rings. My cock went in his mouth to find that somehow he had taken out his teeth without me seeing, and I was so distracted by this that I totally lost my hard-on and any interest in his mouth again. That is totally shallow, lame, and embarrassing to admit.
That experience had some lasting effects. After having some bridgework done in my mouth, now when I find that a guy is ready for some mouth action, I worry that he will notice my dental work and will have the same reaction. Totally groundless and probably pointless.
What I'm not going to do is to be the kind of gay man that will suck any dick that comes along just because that's what we're expected to do. There are straight guys out there that don't mind getting a blow job from another guy because
"that doesn't mean they're gay." About two weeks ago, a pretty hot guy came home to his parent's after serving in the military for four years. He had outgrown quite a few pair of old jeans and because they were my size, gave me six pair. I texted him one day after wearing a pair of them [no, I didn't wash them first!]. I told him that his "jeans were about the easiest pair I had ever gotten into." He said nobody had ever said that before....well, maybe a couple of times when he was drunk. I guess he's one of those guys, and if he was giving me a hint, I ignored it.
I don't mind a good man smell on a guy's dick. When it gets to that funk stage where you expect your tongue to stick to it when you lick it, then it's time for some soap. I've only run into this once, and that was enough.
Good job with the oral sex essay, Jason. Now if you'll get in-depth with a piss essay that heads in the same direction, I'll be right on top of that!
In-depth piss essay, cummin' up!
DeleteI absolutely love sucking another man's cock. So much so, I would have to say, that if forced to choose between sucking and getting sucked, I'd rather be the one on my knees. Giving head is something I'm good at, and I feel a sense of pride in my skill. One of my (many) fantasies is to actually have a reputation--not just for being a cocksucker (which would be fine and completely accurate) but for being a really good cocksucker. I'd like to come across men who've heard about me and want to try me out. I'd be very obliging. It's both dead hot and truly rewarding for me to make a man cum in my mouth. It's a delicious and plainly honest, er, expression of the pleasure I've given. And of course, even better, I love the guys who come back for more, even if there's nothing much else to the relationship.
ReplyDeleteI agree with you, Jason, about the wonder of the fantastic variety of shapes and sizes of penis out there. It's extremely rare for me to come across one that's not appealing. Sometimes, walking down crowded city streets, i'm struck by the idea that every male walking by has a penis and what a fantastic abundance surrounds me. I can gauge my horniness by how many of them I would gladly suck off just based on the quick impression I get as they pass (it's truly a pity that the public display of the dick is so taboo/illegal in our culture--does anybody honestly mind seeing a guy's dick?). On an average day, I'd blow 4 or 5 out of 10 guys that pass. On a horny day, it gets up to 7 or 8 out of 10. But there are times I feel like I'd be more than glad to suck absolutely anybody who wanted to put their cock in my mouth, like I should be wearing a t-shirt that says "let me blow you" or something.
Does this make me a cock whore?
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I say cock whore pride! Thank you for this message man! What really hit me was your mention that a cum load is the "delicious and plainly honest, er, expression of the pleasure I've given". What a giving sense of back and forth, of reciprocity.
DeleteDid you read my essay called "When Horniness Attacks"? In in I describe the thoughts in my head when I walk down the street and see then men I pass, where I might be so horny that the grizzled homeless men appeal to me, knowing that they have cocks too :)
I think your fantasy of being known as a great cocksucker is damn hot. Thanks for the comment my friend....Jason Armstrong